Ur not alone

Like the sand in the dessert

Rivers from the mountains.

Trees in the forests,

It can never be replaced, nor would exist

As no one can ever take away from you what you are

likewise as your dear ones leave u and goes away

never think they are gone, 

They are always there,

watching out for you

Doing what they can do the best for you.

because they know no matter what happens

at the end, its always you alone

who has to take the journey alone..........

letting go

its tuesday night and m hme alone

i dnt knw whr to go,

it seems no body cares

every one one has left.......

and i, left alone inside these four walls

nt knowing wt am i doing here

and these voices in ma head is killing me

driving me insane....

somebody please tell me wts happening

get me outta here

i wanna let go

cant hold any longer.....

its getting colder and darker

and here in this darkness

i see myself, knowing

i cant break free, untill i let it go.....

so as i lay on ma bed thinking

with these crazy voices in ma head.

holding on to ma last breath

finally putting ma soul to rest .........

alive yet dead

as i wander alone in the wilderness
silence filled the air....
i can hear the trees singing with the wind
as its getting colder n darker......
a night that will never break
and ny screams I shall make
Will be swallowed up and heard by no one
For the darkness is truly vast
and for the road that I’ve chosen
Is one that no one will follow.........

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m stiing by the window pane, it a fullmoon night.n its half past midnight.. suddenly dark couds stars to hover the entire sky... n i hear the wolves howling in the near by woods....crying out. it starts to rain....i lay ma face out side the window..letting the rain drops fall on ma face....letting the pain go away...which i av longed in ma heart fr so long...

3:05 pm

june 4 2011